Tuesday, October 05, 2004
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new template.
actually, it isn't. i just re-used it. hahas
chinese compo today. arghh. i think i'll do fine.
lit paper 1 and art tomorrow. art. i'd better score well. it's free marks. hahas. hmm. lit paper 1's on chrysalids and and unseen poem/prose. expecting a 40/50 for it at least. shouldn't be that hard. essays and lit have always been my forte.
i had intended to sleep at 10:45pm yesterday, but no. i had to get a message from her. so yeahh. discussed stuff until about 12 till she fell asleep. glad to know she still confides in me. but i sense there's gonna be a change somewhat, as in, yeahh. yeaps. let's see how long i'll hold on to her. i just don't know why, but i'm holding on. close to 2 years, and admittedly, there have been rough patches and times where it's so easy to say, "i give up, let's so our separate ways." but yet, here i am. for a start, the feeling doesn't reciprocate now. i'm fine. cos i know if it did, i'd have gone too far, maybe almost backslided. but no, and i thank God for that. i've been hurt, but it just makes me realise how much more i should treasure her. i know how you feel right now, about the different things in life and what you're going through, and i'm glad you let me in on it. i wanna be there for you, as a friend who'll walk through it with you. you know why? cos you've been there for me when i needed you. now, it's my turn. just wanna let you know, you're not alone k.
i really should go study now. mhmm.
till later.
anti-climax. hahas.
hell froze over at 3:33 PM
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