Sunday, October 17, 2004
&rant;
okay. don't read this if you don't wanna.
i hate people that force stuff to happen or force people to do stuff.
worse, i hate people who use the subtlity of it.
that is, "you should be accountable to your leaders, and you should tell us whatever you know," kind of attitude, with an added "cell should be more transparent."
you people seriously think you're running a show here? i don't detect any sincerity in your pitiful efforts to get to know me. you end up only wanting to talk to me whenever i feel like you people do a crap job and feel bad about it, and only want to convince me to see things your way?
i hate this hypocrisy. i hate this. i hate whatever you do. i hate you. seriously buzz off. urghh.
then you have the nerve to say you don't wanna overburden us, and if we can't handle it, you're always there.
rubbish. utter rubbish. you were never there. where were you for the past 3 weeks. so you have activities, whatever. i don't care anymore. i'll turn unreasonable. i don't see reason because you first showed me you don't. people don't tell stuff cos they have their own reasons. what makes you think we have stuff to hide?
oh. so your student feels hurt in sch one day cos her grandmother passed away. you ask her, and she refuses to say. so is she hiding something? does it make her guilty? it does not freaking do so.
in case you didn't already realise, i've lost all respect for you. so if you think you're gonna keep me in your control and manipulate me, think again. you wonder why people are scared of you? they know you, and they see right through the fakeness of it all.
goodbye, you know who you are. some adult leader you turn out to be. why i talked to PSY today? i'm accounting to her from now on, so you can go focus on your next poor victim. i could slash you right now if i really were shinta.
oh. i'm disrespectful! oh. i really feel so sorry. i really do! all fellow sec2 sps reading this, i'm so sorry. yeahh. as if. i'm angsty, pissed and stuff. in teenage skaz: you suck. yeaps.
[i don't care, you don't even know i have a blog. but i wanna let people know how i feel about you. so there. not happy? you can't do a thing.]
hell froze over at 2:00 AM
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