Wednesday, November 17, 2004
&strike;
played ball with kieran in the morn. toa payoh west cc. just for practice. oh man. i drained only 2 out of my first 10 3point shots. urgh. i need prac. prob gonna ball again when i come back from korea. bathed at the cc, then took the mrt down to kovan.
ate lunch. kfc. met drew and danielle. went to hougang superbowl. the balls there are really crappy. my thumb hurts. hahas. won all 4 games. my average was err, rubbish. 100 pins?! eeps. i'm really off.
headed down to orchard. window shopped a bit. met sis eileen. had dinner. set off to church. had prayer meeting. came home. feeling way depressed now cos of stuff. mel's right. why can't it be a more simplistic and straightfoward world.
whatever.
like, leave me alone. i want solitude. maybe the trip to korea is good after all. i won't have to see my cell for a week. and there's no lce, so there's no seeing unwanted people.
but there's lcell next sat. my thoughts are just so mixed up. i don't wanna talk it through - don't ask me too. maybe jon's right. i'm disappointed with myself. i don't wanna think. i don't wanna know. i don't wanna do, sense, see, what others can't.
hell froze over at 11:50 PM
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